Dream

I have never been one to give much thought to dreams. Occasionally I will have a vivid dream and just can’t shake it.

“Each of us had a dream the same night, and each dream had a meaning of its own.” Genesis‬ ‭41:11‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Some people keep dream journals and others, like my husband, can’t remember a dream to save their life. Some people believe in dreams as prophecy while others believe dreams are what you truly desire.

I don’t really know what the true meaning of dreams are but they are mentioned in the Bible several times. Daniel was given the ability to interpret dreams which is think is fascinating.

Last night I had one of those vivid dreams that I mentioned earlier. The end of this month will mark the one year point at which my dad passed away. Naturally my thoughts are rotating around that. The dream that I had was quite intense and involved my dad being in a building. The building was on fire. My dad called me on the phone and I answered in a panic. He was saying he couldn’t get out of the building because of his physical limits. His body wouldn’t allow him to move from the spot he was in. If he could move he could get out. He was saying his goodbyes over the phone.

In my dream I was screaming “it’s going to be painful, it won’t be easy, but you can do hard things!”. I said it over and over to no avail. I then attempted to go into the burning building to help my dad. I found him but he still wouldn’t move. I couldn’t save him.

When I woke up I knew I had to write about that dream but I wasn’t sure why or how. I mentioned it to my sister in law, Liz, and she gave me some possible insight: every single one of us has felt, at some point, like we are the person in the burning building or the person on the other end of the phone.

For me, I think I’ve been feeling guilty. I couldn’t save my dad. I tried and I failed. I’ve been holding onto that when it’s not my burden to carry. I was never going to be able to save him. God had a plan. It was Gods job to save him and ultimately he did by taking away his pain and giving him the ultimate healing.

The truth is that it’s not our job to save people. I’m not talking about giving life saving CPR, rescuing someone from an actual burning building, or some sort of surgery-but we cannot save people from their sins. Only God can do that. You have to be willing to be saved. You have to work at it and make an effort. You have to be motivated. It definitely won’t be easy. It will probably hurt sometimes. But YOU CAN DO HARD THINGS!

“What do you prefer? Shall I come to you with a rod of discipline, or shall I come in love and with a gentle spirit?” 1 Corinthians‬ ‭4:21‬ ‭NIV‬‬

God asks us to plant the seed and maybe do a little watering but it is not our job to force that seed to grow by screaming at it or beating it with a book. We are instructed to love with a gentle spirit.

“Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no commandment greater than these.”” Mark‬ ‭12:30-31‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Are you the person in the burning building giving up or waiting to be saved? Unwilling to to do the hard thing? Are you the person on the other end of the phone screaming and trying to take control? Either way…let go and let God have control of that situation. He will guide and direct you through the hard things.

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